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Wednesday, February 27, 2008 @ 4:46 PM
i feel like a bomb had just hit me hard and i am feeling so... down.. really down..
it really makes me reflect on how fragile love can be.
love is just a four letter that can change one's life upside down, inside out. a four letter word that empowers you to do anything, whatever, even the impossible. the word that we all depend on each day and find the energy meaning to live. the word that babies rely on as they clasped their hands around their parents' fingers. the net that is under our feet that catches us whenever we fall. the little piece of heaven that was sent to me from God
whether conciously or subciously, we all need love.
i've found mine. i thank you for it.
Sunday, February 24, 2008 @ 2:09 AM
i am so so so so so so addicted to the songs by secondhand serenade
another song for you
they have two version of this song.. the old and the newer one.. i like the older one better.. ignore the images in this video.. just listen to the music..
chey.. thought that i could activate my 3G sim card and use it now.. but i cant.. hahahhas. i dont really care anyway.. i have lived with my 3G phone with a 2G sim card since God knows when.. i dont need 3G anyway.. hahhas. i find 3G rather stupid.. why on earth does anyone use it unless to wanna call your bestfriend up to see whether is this dress/top nice and should you buy it.. you know.. those circumtances.. hahahas. if not, there is another reason why people uses 3G. to check on their girl/boy friend. hahahas. see whether are they lying. which i think its damm lame and paranoid. i will immediately dump that guy if he were to do so. hahhaas. hmm.. maybe i will make an exception for G.
valentine day this year was such a rush! hhahas. i was like.. OMG!! esp when kel's msg came in the evening.. kinda last minute, but i just wanted to accompany her.. so i left early and met her.. hahhas. she finally book her BTT!! oh yes!! no more cabs!! not so soon lah.. i think abt 10 more months to wait.. but its ok!!! for now, at least got my sister or her cousin to fetch us home sometimes when we are out.. hahahas.
i was saying abt valentine.. i saw this really courageous guy to did something so so extraordinary.. but no, i do not want whoever my boyf to do it.. hahahs. this guy from my school, pumped up god knows how many pink heart shaped balloons with helium gas! he stood outside the library, one hand held the many balloons, the other hand holding a huge card that wrote, happy v day, -insert girl's name-. i forgot the girl's name i think its janice or something.. i must applaud that guy for this kind of action.. i was like.. "WOW! thats something extraordinary!" but i was thinking to myself too, "the girlf need to have an extraordinary courage to admit that she is the girl.." if ever someone do that to me, i most prob... wait a minute.. there are two outcomes that can happened #1: if the guy is not someone i like, i dig a hole and hide inside tp till he finally walks away #2: if the guy is someone i like or even charming, i will walk up.. hahahas. but i will make sure i brust the balloons the moment i touch them.. my goodness! how am i able transport those home! hahhas. its kinda kau zhang.
i am reading this book now.. which kinda got my reflecting abt my life.. cos i do not want to end up like the girl in the book.. so.. i have decided!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! to follow jesus! -adapted from cate-
oh!! cate is not officially engage to alvin!! hahahs. which i meant, he has proposed!! thats a huge congratulations!! she has been talking abt it since jan 1st.. now it really came to past! PTL!
alright, i think i should stop blogging for 2 weeks.. exams are coming up. do keep me in your prayers! i am aiming for GPA of 3.7 and i promise i will work really hard. T3 will be my hometown for next 2 weeks. ah kun and bucky! you will make loads of business.
God bless everyone who reads this. love God and love me! hahahas.
Tuesday, February 12, 2008 @ 4:32 PM
just wanted to blog today because i feel kinda.... like.... i have no idea how to put my thoughts into words.. its been a thoughtful night..
i received a note today,
i think its really God's divine purpose to me to get it.. its like.. van and i were gg back to her house after renting vcd and we walked past this old auntie that was sitting in her wheelchair selling such charity coupon thingy.. i kinda ignored her but van want to make a donation and helped her.. i wanted to share the coupon with her, but standing beside, i feel like.. "hey its CNY, why not i do something man.." so i bought one myself too.. it just so happens that we need to fill this our particulars when we buy that coupon, van wrote hers on the first one while i she helped me write on the second.. she tore both coupon out.. i was thinking i can just randomly choose one and keep but she is very particular girl, so wanted the serial number that belongs to her name.. so we changed it.. i took it and read what is printed.. this ticket its not just any 0rdinary charity coupon.. it has inspiring phrase someone said printed on it.. mine printed,
"not all closed doors are locked"
the moment i read that... it just etched in my mind.. even till now... it somehow connects to all the prayers i've been making to God.. the impossible that i've been telling God.. all the "God, i dont think so... things dont look like that.." when he tell me something.. i will be just... "er.. i dont think so.. er... theres no open doors" when i saw the note that was passed to me, it feels like heaven has sent a decree.. i can still remember the old lady's eyes when i smiled at her after i bought the ticket and read it..
God, is this what u wanna tell me?? is this what u want me to know??
even through this event, i can see how God plan it.. its like he "cornered" me.. i could have so easily missed my ticket.. if i van didnt say she wants to buy.. if i didnt turn up at bishan to go over to van's house.. if van is not a particular person wants only the ticket that has the serial number to her name..(every note has a different phrase).. if my heart wasnt moved to get a ticket.. its like... just by a little bit of anything, i could have missed his word! but God wouldnt permit! even when i held on to van's ticket, he immediately used his plan B.. get van to trade with me!
wow! wow! wow!
when God wants to speak, he make sure u get it..
but why would we sometimes not hear him at all??
the problem definately dont fall on God.. every word of His is precious.. he wouldnt speak for fun and laughter.. he wants you to get it.. but sometimes, our ears are too deaf with the noise of the world.. the noise of situations, the noise of problems, the noise of our self centeredness, the noise of responsibilies, the noise of laziness.. so many noises we can be distracted of so easily..
thats why quiet time and named quiet time.. it literally means QUIET time!! in another words, SHUT YOUR MOUTH UP AND LET GOD SPEAK time!
remember, "not all closed doors are locked"
sometimes, you just need a little pushing on that door to get it open.. but some requires the turning of the door knob.. some rooms require you to knock.. some rooms will require you to bang.. while some, its automatic when sensor..
what type of door does that miracle room you want to get it has??
different type of doors requires different actions and different level of energy and tenacity..
sidenote: i have a sudden love for the word "tenacity" spiritual tenacity.. :))
God, i want more!
PS.. i cant wait for valentine :)
Friday, February 01, 2008 @ 6:56 PM
my very LAST project stuff. OB presentation. once this is over, I AM FREE *a million exclaimation marks*
i've been waiting for this day forever *many exclaimation marks here* i was singing to sam this while i was on the way to meet kel, "you are my freedom, prata you're the reason, i am sitting at simpang again!! where would i be without you~~ here in my life here in my life~~" i know its dumb.. still.. it brings joy *exclaimation marks* so who cares *exclaimation mark*
once sat is over, i am officially gg CNY shopping. i know i am damm late.. i cant help it.. at least i got my brows done today.. still comtemplating about my hair.. short or long?? SIGH.
i think i should stop blogging nonsense. lalalala. good night world. crawling back to my crib.
PS. sorry with the exclaimation mark thingy. blogger doesnt allow me to type exclaimation marks
